I know, I’ve been busy.
I’ve been studying for the LSW exam thats in less than 2 weeks. I’m not entirely sure I will pass. The thought of not passing, not being able to move on from BigCo stresses me. On top of that stress, I think I’m getting sick. I’m just not in a good mood lately.
Listening to the new guy next to me spend his first couple days on the phone, I realize how far away from counseling my job has grown. New guy was at his desk late and I asked him why, he said he just got stuck on a call with a talker. I don’t really get that anymore. I mean, unless its a counselor’s office calling to argue with me but that’s not really talking.
I also feel really unproductive lately. I know studying has a point but that doesn’t seem to help.
I went to the doctor last week, my robot heart almost revolted on me in early January. I guess swimming at the gym stresses my heart more than I thought because I almost got a shock that could have possibly drowned me. It’s a nice thing to think about next time I do any exercise alone.
Also, sofuckingcold.